Kylie, I read your work. It's powerful. I believe you are living what you are writing. Do something for me, step inside and let go the pain that harbors your heart and then write. If you don't want to show the pain, hide inside it with words. Make the reader reach inside themselves to know what you are talking about. I think you are a great poet. And please know, the poet's life is alway hard. That's what make a poet. If it were easy, everyone would be a poet. Keep up the grat work...