Sickness

Please tell me if this is terrible(I think that I did a pretty bad job, lol XD). I would really love to know what you guys really think of this! :D If you want to read it that is. :3 Anyway, here it is! :D Hope it's better than I think it is lol! XD

I'm sick of being sick

Though I know I can’t pick

What happens in my body

All I know is that it’s shoddy

I wish my life would end

But I guess it all depends

On how long it’ll take

For my body to break

Under the pressure of this disease

Why can’t I ever be at ease?

I’m sick of being sick

I wish it all’d end quick

This pain I feel every day

Why is it I have to pay

For living?

All I’m doing is just giving

Blood for tests

And seeing guests

standing by my bed

it’s like my mother said

“Do all that you can

For you never know of God’s plan

For you”

And all I can construe

Is that God must want me back

My body is under attack

I’m sick of being treated

I can’t even be seated

On my own

I can’t do anything alone

Everyone’s been so kind

But I hate being on their mind

I wish I wasn’t a burden

And didn’t worry them so

Why won’t they go

And leave me alone?

I guess I’ve sown

My own fate

I really hate

This feeling in my arm

All this IV does is harm

I’m sick of the pain

As I’m swimming in my brain

Not conscious, but never awake

I can’t think of what’s at stake

If I never get well

Maybe they can tell

How much pain I feel

I wish someone’d steel

It from me

Then leave me be

I can’t even see

Nor can I eat

On my own

I’m sick of dieing

Why can’t I stop crying?

I wish I was fine

Like when I was nine

Playing with my friends

Now they only send

Good news of graduation

And their vacation

Afterward

All I have is a diploma

That  I can’t even read

I suppose the deed

Is done

But I haven’t won

I’m sick of the poking

Now I feel like choking

The doctors and nurses

All I see are hearses

Coming to get me

Then the doctor came in

And said I’ve done no sin

And that the results have come

And there is some

Good news

Now I can sit in the pews

And thank God

For saving my odd

Existence