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Why is it that I feel as if my family hates me?

Everything I say or do dosen't please them, and their always calling me retared, good for nothing, worthless.

Its hurts && me being young and bigger then the rest of the girls...I really hurts. I feel as if they hates me becuase their always hitting or calling me names. i try so hard not to made them mad but in the end nothing ever works.

I just wish I was prettier or smarter. I want to believe Im pretty. I look at…

Have you ever loved someone so much you cry when you think about how much you do? Not in a bad way, but as if your sad they'll never know how much you love them. In your relationship you'll find up and downs, but love eachother more and more through all of the pain, and hurt. I never thought I'd love someone the way I love him. He makes me smile at the sound of his voice. I love the sound of his laugh. His smile makes the stars look like there not shining. It's amazing what I feel for this…

Love me or let me go, go go

Love me or let me go, go go!

Stuck, stuck in your picture perfect fantasy world.

Keep run in circles in your merry go around

So for once, dont try to tell me which way to go,

Whoaa oh

I'm gettin tired of trying to fit your description

Of that girl, shes so barbie shes so fiction.

Wake up, your mind is somewhere stuck in a dream

Whoaa oh

I’m…

omg school is sooo fun but exept for the back stabbing friends..teachers...the work..umm the gym time..luch. OIkay well maybe I hate school...Anywhoo..Only things I like about school is goofing off with my Wifey and others. and thats not helping me AT ALL! GOSH! its only like 4 weeks into school and I got an F! well I brought it up to a B but still! School is a waste of my time! I should drop out. Cuz all it seems like thses days is you go. Fight,Argure,Boyfriends/Grilfriends. Uggh and I…

What shold i do? I regret EVER saying no to this guy. & I dont know how to get him back.. I SO scared to be like od hey you wanna go out. and he be lilke uuhhh you dumped me && all this stuff you know? He gave me another chance && I think it was my last...Uggh. I hate it. But I love him. && I dont kno what I shuold do. He already has anothor gurl. Atlest I think I dont know really but i tihnk so. Is tht a good enough excuse to back…

Im happy slash sad...Lolz b ubt i guess it wazz ment to be..

If you let something go && it comes back it was ment to be..

BUt If you let something go && it dosent come back..It wasnt.

&& I have feeling this ones not comming back.... I'LL STILL LOVE YOU! Lolz.

No matter how much you wantr me to stop....TIme for school..Ugh these 2 days have been bad enough..BYE

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Okay theres this new guy in school you say HES CUTE! But everyone one around you is like "Oh let me ask him for you" you ONLY THINK HES CUTE. Theres a difference between LIKE && JUST CUTE. I barley know Chris so why would I just ask him out?? && now everyone told him I like him && I wanna go out with him WHEN I DONT but now he thinks I like him && I feel dumb becuzz when…

It funny how someone can break your heart...But you can still love him with all the little pices....