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I am lost in pages.

Words leading me a fool.

Each paragraph loses me as the sentences come together

None really making any sense.

Jumping from idea to idea

none commiting

always failing

dieing

or losing grasp from my hands.

Stories lost like legends

but these are never finished

nor will they be ever heard of again.

My sword weakens as it scraps against paper

scratching and scraping for anything to…

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on February 17, 2012 at 9:47am — No Comments

The Club Feeling

Come to me

I can see you watching

stop the useless flirting

I know whats on your mind, its on mine too

I'm not asking for much, just satisfaction

Don't want a lasting relationship

just something quick

no emotions are needed

just you me and the moment

So stop with the quick glances and the shy smiles

just walk over and show me that we want the same thing.

Hahaha! XD

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on August 10, 2011 at 10:30am — 1 Comment

There is a nagging question

An uneasy set of words that are mumbling at my lips

They jumble and don’t come out orderly

Will I be able to say so it can be answered?

Do I want it to be?

“Just say it!”

I yell at myself.

I fumble again

I grunt with frustration

Tears wield up and I walk away

The nagging question

Now turns to what ifs

Turning to bitter regrets falling from my… Continue

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on May 2, 2011 at 7:36am — No Comments

I dont know what to name it!! But Hey!

There was a cammanding "no" in her yell

a time stopping response to a silent threat

A quiet pressure against her body

she so loudly disagrees with

The words keep echoing

words only she can hear

Things that freighten her

things that force her

A mere line that can blanken her eyes

and see things that don't exist

Kicking and wailing

"No" still ringing from her lips

Its been a long…

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on February 16, 2011 at 8:13pm — No Comments

Hey Hey some procrastination!

I want to run

but not from pain or any misery

but just to feel the wind blast on me

to let my spirit chase after me and try to plant me back to the mundane world

I dont want worldly things drag down my legs

let them lose ground

let my arms turn to wings

let my heart join the skies

Have the sun forever shine off my skin

the cleaner air into my lungs

let me run

I want true…

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on November 30, 2010 at 8:50am — No Comments

An unfinished Entry

I wrote this for a Fan site of Harry Potter. I didn't finish it because I joined the contest in the last 5 hours.

I told the contest holder that I didnt finish it but she accepted it because I was the only one that submitted a comedy bit. I won too!! lol By Default though!

I do not own Harry Potter nor its characters just plot. (lack of plot lol)

I walked down the halls of my marvelously great school of Wizardry and fancy stick work(aka Hexwarts) when I was tripped!!… Continue

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on September 24, 2010 at 1:30am — 3 Comments

In the Streets

In the streets
I'm left there to wonder
to think of the many possibilities
that the shadows give
Not knowing where these cold pavements guide me
I just know I am going
Hoping
Believing
that everything will be okay
my choices will be good
even though they may bring tears and fears
I'll never regret
In the streets
Where I'm left to wonder
Forever thinking of the possibilities

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on August 13, 2010 at 12:30pm — 5 Comments

Book Sadness

OK I think I've mentioned that I've been waiting for a book for over a year already or close to! Well The book is out and the main supermarkets in my town DO NOT HAVE IT!!!! I cried a little in the inside.!! I seriously wanted to chunk a twilight book at the workers and scream, "Why the hell do you have this crap and not the awesomeness of Kelly Armstrong's The Reckoning!!????!"

.....Yea a little anger issue right there, but I decided… Continue

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on June 20, 2010 at 11:39am — No Comments

Hey

Hi all I haven't been on for a loooong time!! I apologize lots of stuff kinda came at me. Still trying to adjust my screwed up sleeping system! Damn 24/7 hr places!!! Haha! But I'm gonna try to write more and get back to this site and be more active! But here's a little beginning I did.

There is not much to say, just that I am tired. Of just not my job or of little things in life but the whole damn thing! I am exhausted of waking up and finding nothing exciting about me or of the… Continue

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on June 16, 2010 at 9:57am — 2 Comments

What I made at work (Smile)

Wow I havent be on for a long time but heres something I made at work.

Smile, my love, right now,

because next time laughter comes into our relationship

I don't think one of us will be able to get up.

So smile my darling, Smile!

I wrote this on a napkin with a lil drawing of a girl looking sad but still smiling.

One of my co workers liked it and kept it and said she would frame and put on her wall when she goes to prison.

Haha so I tried to… Continue

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on April 7, 2010 at 11:37pm — 2 Comments

Untitled 3

Ive had a tune in my heart

that makes my body move left to right

An excitement that hasn't been around in awhile

Words flow more freely

and that spot my mind always used to go to

when pencil hit paper is a feeling of pure euphoria

That I gladly cherish and appreciate a whole lot more

New worlds are building on the paper I'm writing

plots that I don't know about yet are being made

Amazing scenes are ready to be describe

and so are the… Continue

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on December 9, 2009 at 3:34am — No Comments

I want you to Know

Was it you calling
Because I swear I heard your voice
I don't know why'd you speak to me though
I'm not of the usual belief
I do love you
I do keep you in my heart
But I dont agree
with everything they say you say
But if that wasn't you
That's okay
Because I know you're listening
So I want you to know
I'm there and waiting
For YOUR personal word

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on December 2, 2009 at 4:45am — 4 Comments

An unfinished story Updated!!

From what I hear no one was allowed to go back. The city was destroyed and They are still there. The army guards the city from the outside making sure nothing goes in or out. In just a matter of hours They destroyed the city our lives our families and our faith in the Vatican and God. Two women out of no where flew down from the sky and landed in the middle of the city smiling like nothing they did was not out of the ordinary. And with just a movement of one of their lips a three mile diameter… Continue

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on November 23, 2009 at 8:00am — 2 Comments

untitled(screams?)

An empty scream echos
and I don't realize that its mine
I fly back with shock
not knowing where this sudden pain came from
I hear myself scream
but I'm too weary from the day
to search myself
I'm still echoing
the curdling yowls
I can't find myself
I don't even know if this makes sense
My head is in dis ray
Arts help me out

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on November 21, 2009 at 5:04am — No Comments

Merr

Theres screaming

there's yelling

objects are flying

and no one is paying attention to one another

my patience is wearing thin

I want to start launching my fists

but its not the right thing to do

so I smile and threaten

I'm gonna tell mommy!

Go ahead and tell her Ill tell her what a bad kid you've been acting like

Heads drop and tears fall

I dont care

they have to learn

they shouldn't become too comfortable with… Continue

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on November 18, 2009 at 10:59pm — No Comments

Fly with me

Fly with me
we can see it all
there is nothing that can stop us
this world and the next is ours
all we got to do
is reach out and grab it
so give me your hand
and we'll start our journey
no need to close your eyes at the jump
there's nothing to fear
when you are with me
Let's go

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on November 18, 2009 at 8:30pm — 2 Comments

Smoking

There's a rush to my brain

and my body falls inside itself

total relaxation

Even though the smell

brings back horrid memories

Its my way of letting the problems go

The smell the slight addiction

The intake of smoke filling my lungs

and the long unwanted yet needed release

a giggle that ripples through

and the silly smile that goes along

my wondrously hurtful cancer stick

How I want you yet repulsed by you

Its an addiction I can… Continue

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on October 10, 2009 at 7:59am — 2 Comments

YaY!!

We can add music!!
I just added music to my profile!
And there's apps like Buddy poke and stuff.
Yay to exploration!!

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on October 7, 2009 at 8:01am — 10 Comments

I Waited

Yellow is my once white dress

dried are the roses

that I held in my hands

torn and tattered is my head dress

that trailed behind me

Boney and ghoulish my beautiful body has turned

from all the years I have waited for you

oh sweet unfulfilled love

I waited for you

the guest have gone

and the Father has blown out the candles

The wind blows through the broken saints

And my tears are now ashes

Oh how I've waited

and I still… Continue

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on October 6, 2009 at 4:29am — 4 Comments

Can I

Can I really work without my ruckus in my ear

Will my mind wonder as its doing now

Do I need their screams

their tales of hurt and pain

Can I really concentrate

Should I dramatically throw

my headphones to the floor

Should I stomp and scream

recreate their beats

I need my music

I need my screamers

my pretend bleeders

their unfulfilled loves

that lead to psychopathic murders

Can I really concentrate

Damn… Continue

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Added by Viviana Arteaga on October 5, 2009 at 6:30pm — 4 Comments