I heard you cry

    Last night I heard you , but there was nothing I could do.  My dreams became over-poewered by nightmares when I tried reaching out to you.  Could s***, I hate to admit it, but I couldn't blame you if you walked away.  I'm saying when love can't prevail hearts are lead astray.   But then again, friends again, searching souls thick through thin.  When It's supposed to be over the fire is rekindled igniting a brand new start, one love and two hearts.  

    So I'm saying last night I heard you cry.  While my brain stormed rainstorms, I thought about my lies. The bed I laid, excuses I made in attempted to make sense out of spite.  All of the wrong pictures painted in attempted to make sense out of spite.  All of the wrong pictures painted in attempt to make them seem right.  Blood shot eyes reading testimonies of years tears shed, while selfishness became selfessness aborted missions, distorted vissions, one orginized mess.

   I tell U last night I heard you cry and ccouldn't even be there to soothe your tears.  I thought about false pretenses, and recycled wasted years.  No one knows which way the wind blows; we just know the directions in which our eyes can see, all we know wi where we are and where we're supposed to be.  

   I cried last night when I thought about the magic of your voice.  Then I reminded myself that my love is and was a silent choice.  You choose to love me, we choose to love together, i choose to love you unconditionally; I'm in search of forever. 

   I cain't say that I don't deserve you, because fate decides who needs to be loved.  Now that I'm beyond immaturity, I've learned to yearn above, above all understanding.  I know you inside and out; our bond of certainty leaves no room for doubt.  I love you, I'll love you until the day that I can no longer try, that's why I am telling you; when I listened to your heart --I heard you cry www.poemnovel.com