My Confession

My confession…….

His warm smile, his embrace, his tender kisses; Everything I want in a man he has. He is my muse, my thoughts, my feelings, my heart. The day I met him the connection was instant. From our first conversation to the first time our eyes connected, that spark was there. He loved me as if he had always been in love with me. The attraction so strong, it is our truth. He is the man I have always longed for.

I asked for you and God sent you to me.  You are my smile when life seems hard. Because of your inspiration my soul has blossomed. You have helped me to see the beauty in life. You have opened my eyes to the possibility of the soul. Modesty is your forte, but you are my perfect match. When you touch me I feel you, you have shown me what it means to yearn. You mean more to me than words can ever express. It is because of you my flame has grown brighter and stronger.

For you I would walk the length of the world, through any weather, and across any surface.  If you ever needed me I would always be there. I will always share your laughter, cry your tears, and feel your love. For in you I have found my heart. I want you to know I will be yours eternally; I will be your Tylenol when your head aches, I will be the soft voice that whispers “I love you” in your ear as you sleep. I will be your rock when you can’t stand, I will be your smile each and everyday.

Through good times and ones not so pleasant, I will lift the weight from your shoulders, and give you my strength; to carry the load together is true compromise.  You are my king, and I am your queen, together we can create a future of happiness, serenity, prosperity, humility, and generosity. Together we can inspire the world to see us, enjoy us, and take us in to their homes; our words together are powerful tools.

I wished for you, I asked for you, I prayed for you. So many nights had passed, I wandered did he hear me? I questioned God; never did I stop to think that my answer was there I needed to take time to listen; until I met you.  You have given me something that I didn’t even know I was missing; you gave me reason; reason to believe, reason to really live, reason to let go and let god, and reason to love again.

Christina Blakemore