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Did not have any formal degree & modern education despite did have enough human quality to matching anytime and social etiquette.
Besides she was very beautiful to look at not only in physically but also in mentally.
She did meet and carry many duties and responsibilities for her own daughters & sons also adopted brother and sisters mutually with her husband cooperatively.
Did not hankers after, ever her own lives wants, demands, and to be lived happily!
All her lives in earthly was devoted and sacrificed by her will, wishes, and enormous efforts to make other happy and their lives certainty!
In turn, never valued, honored, and appraised proper & gratefully for her contributions enormously!
Surprisingly she never uttered & exposed any exclamatory expression or any sign & symptoms In spite of her all disvalued and misevaluations by those have got their beautiful lives earthly!
To make others happy and their lives certainty she passed all her earthly lives very brutally in all human perspective as living, caring, and loving honestly!
In her very elderly lives she was victimized by a Genovese syndrome of bystander effect formally known as a diffusion of responsibility!
Till her expired or depart hereafter from here she lived with her three innocent, poor, and helpless sons seemingly satisfied although could not spend lives any standard or high quality!
At the ending five years of her earthly lives were filled by various types’ human miseries as wants of good foods, wants of proper & continuous treatments and self esteem intangibly.
She did see her third daughter’s brutal lives as oppressing, depriving, and steam rulings by her own adopted youngest sister’s yahoo daughter & sons’ inhumanity!
She did see her eldest daughters helpless & poorly lives style by depending to other frequently seeking financial helps to live well and to having a good treatment for her very sick husband’s cures and recovery!
She did see her youngest son’s unstable mental & physical conditions, as neglected, lacking of love and support also any collateral to have life stability!
Afterward she did see her fourth son’s jobless state and financial hardship due to her youngest sister’s progeny’s administering to fire her fourth son inhumanly!
Moreover she did see & lamenting for her third son’s status & valueless lives also going somewhere to seek money and various supports to run family smoothly but she could not see her fourth son’s abroad lives lonely.
Significantly she did see & get hurt enormously by her eldest son’s passive & callous behavior & selfishness or self centric well off earthly subsistence’s with his wife and only daughter’s without any discretion and offended minds penitently.
Most regretfully she did see her best reliable second son’s cruelty also many commitments breaking due to her three helpless & innocent sons’ financial dependency that indirectly affected her entitlement by someone’s conspiracy!
This glorified mother was very strong administer in her very young stage to early elderly age to manage efficiently all duties and responsibilities of her family’s inside & outside to brought up all her sons and daughters’ future to praiseworthy in all society!
Most portion of her lifetime here she lived her lives poorly & crossed over many difficult & drastic problems and obstacles’ persistently with her all dearly son & daughters’ earthly necessity!
Pride fully this glorified mother or majestic had a great inclination to modern educations and fond of much cultural activities as songs, fables, music not only for herself but also for her sons and daughters or her any descendants fair & gladly!
As regards humanity she was very emotional & kind hearts lady for which she never look down upon & hate helpless, beggars, and vulgar in their any needs and difficulty!
Rather she liked very much & favored all beggars and homeless by entertain them as much as she could her ability!
Very regretfully she never invited, honored, and entertained by any of her close relatives and even some of her own daughters and sons’ truthfully!
Came to know from someone her same ages and many immediately juniors that in her very young & adult ages she was exquisitely beautiful in very good looking face, body shape with good high also very beautiful long black hairs uniquely!
Her smiles were very artistic & tooth were very strong and extremely whitish color that all her tooth she bring back hereafter from here while she depart permanently!
She never aspires and hankers after too much money or materialisms from any illegal & corrupted sources to bring or having by any of her sons’ ever forbiddingly!
Very regretfully she could not implement her will and wishes to be a joint or individual established family for her sons’ and others respectively!
It was her very big and principal sad that she expressed very often occasionally!
Finally, she was deceived, ruin & undone, and greatly hurt & shocked by her first, second, and third son’s who are actually responsible & accountable to make her failure from her imagery peaceful family to dying happily!
All my listeners & honorable readers, now is the time to letting you know that who was that glorified or majestic mother that you very patiently listened the truthful history?
She was no one else rather she was this writer’s beloved dearly mother naming as Nuruzzaman Sarder shamefully.
Nuruzzaman_sarder@yahoo.ca1/14/2012
This poem is based on my most loving person in this earth. She is my Mother, she died in 2001 and after her death still I could not regain my life rhythm that I lost 12 years ago.
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