Supressed pains & Wretches !

Sad, Sorrow, pain, & wretches are part & parcel of human earthly lives that come by turns in cycles.

No ways to skip or bypass these miseries regardless ones enormous power, wealth, and collateral to persist and tackles.

These are the essential element & parts of lives entitled by God or natures.

Human lives are integrated not only composing by eats, drinks, and delightful enjoyment but also a mixture of man made or natural disasters.

As regards disasters, man made disasters are vital causes to human earthly suffers as degree of higher or lower.

It is not possible ever that a man living or lived as only a happier but never meet any trouble making barrier!

If there is any luckiest person in the nature by the God’s favor, he/she can skip or bypass these for the sake of many well wishers.

Most of human earthly suffers can express to other as a friend or a well-wisher but some of brute & drastic pain are can not express to other due to own made by don’t care.

Likely, I made one of my brute and drastic chronic painful misery 20 years ago, that was forbidden my loving mother.

But I didn’t care her request and warns rather did hurt her to weep and cry till her departure to hereafter.

My dearly mother predicted me that you’re this great mistakes will ruin all your next lifetime as long as alive here.

Yes, now I confess & swear honestly to you all of my honorable readers that everything has coincided to the point what did my mother tell me open and fair.

Not only did this big mistakes massacre my all family members also my happy and golden future.

I know my all present unbearable pain and sorrows are the residual effects my unaware and hopelessly making mistakes appropriate & natural punishment by the God or natures.

By making this great mistake I did undone enormously my beautifully arranged & aligned family as a six and seven structures.

Not only had these but I also fatally wounded intangibly for the uncertain time that was started 20 years ago to unknown lives survivor.

Everyday in every moment all year round it is working as slow poison in my insight hearts & minds to turns this wounding into a non-stoppable cancer.

Because I can’t share my all drastic suppressed pain and misery to other whoever it is my friends, family members, and even to a stranger.

I myself convicted & impeached to me for my stupidity and butcher acts to chop my golden lives career.

As a results,