Why I am Here (Canada)

Yet I didn’t get & understand why I am here also can’t realizing Why God or almighty Allah send me here?

What assignment I did have as committed to integrate & make true in this brutal abroad lives having no certainty & peaceful life and future?

It is already as about more than eight years I passed without any earthly achievements as an inhuman struggler!

Here in every sphere of life episodes existing only hypocrisy and hocus-pocus by magically as deceivers!

Whatever it is government, semi-governments, and autonomous or an autocracy entity but all are same in their objectives and behaviors!

It could be said as a game playing or a false playing with all innocent & helpless skilled & professionals immigrants and citizen without any valued & cares!

Trapping them after brings here by many attractive and greedy offer afterward made them slavers!  

Although in papery this is a multicultural Country also “Charter of human rights and freedom” but nothing is complying with their assurance and written privileges as a better future & life careers!

All racism, prejudice, and discriminations are taking place very tactfully and invisible ways that can realize & understand but can’t prove & utters!

Because according to “Charter of rights and freedoms” also a diversified multicultural nation besides majority & minority classification does not complied & converged by the constitutional interpreters!

Brain draining afterward disvalued and misusing all professionals long time gathered knowledge & talented skills by various useless activities as schooling to their upgrading, job searching, and resume writing all are deceptions and mental tortures!

All these activities for this issue could be refer as bounding & conditional mandatory so called formal activities likely unwritten slavers works!

For instance if you wish to having any government assistance and subsidies you can have these but not as your will and expectation rather you have to be accept & satisfy their issued entitlement as they are issuer or determiners.

Indeed, having got this assistance whatever these are lesser or very smaller but these are not matters and however you have to be learning A B C D... initially with counting digits or something else if they want & adds ever!

As regards returning school in order to upgrading your existing knowledge according to their requirements and demands you can have OSAP money by their assessments as variable & discrepancy user.

This is a universal or a established custom everywhere in this earth to deprived, dominated, and discriminated all minority entity by the majority community due to it is a God imposing cursed those are provided in this entity as a member!

However, these are not my writing objectives

and subject matters rather let us start again what I initially started to express some of my brutal and drastic suffers what I am experiencing all the times here but not as rare!

After reviewing, analysis, interpreting, and a evaluating very cautiously it did not see any good results as an earthly achiever.

Rather I did loss very valuable long past time here by many so called activities in all type of adverse situations as man made, natural, and even this namely multicultural nation’s bureaucracy & Hippocratic character.

As regards my by born nature, I am used to do everything in my live concerning matter by myself from my boyhood without seeks any help & cooperation to other because of I like to comply my own ethical manner.

In here, I can’t do anything according to my own style & strategic plan due to my vital barrier and adverse situation making master is resides at my home but nowhere.

He/she is not only an adverse situation making master but also a very cunning spinning master to look down upon me in his/her family and everywhere.

In fact, an autocratic organizational behavior are always practicing here for all times by dishonored and disvalued my all wish, will, and hopeful career!

By nature, every person in this earth badly needs some encouragement, inspiration, mental support, and mutual cooperation from other to achieve something good or better whatever this person very talented and cleaver.

Besides, love, affection, sympathy, and respects are essential to be turgid and vigor both mentally & physically to be an earthly conqueror.

But very regretfully I am not having any of these emotional and practical favors to be lived happily and do something for my family and other well-wisher.

So, very briefly these are my present lives all truthful figures that I become totally a hopeless and worthless personality to me without hide any sad, sorrows, and punishment or could be torture.

But I am man of very persistent & painstaking personality having enormous power and confidence to achieve anything what I want in heart & soul whatever it is very difficult and extremely harder.