Hey Court Court!

Why is it that I feel as if my family hates me?

Everything I say or do dosen't please them, and their always calling me retared, good for nothing, worthless.

Its hurts && me being young and bigger then the rest of the girls...I really hurts. I feel as if they hates me becuase their always hitting or calling me names. i try so hard not to made them mad but in the end nothing ever works.

I just wish I was prettier or smarter. I want to believe Im pretty. I look at…

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Have you ever loved someone so much you cry when you think about how much you do? Not in a bad way, but as if your sad they'll never know how much you love them. In your relationship you'll find up and downs, but love eachother more and more through all of the pain, and hurt. I never thought I'd love someone the way I love him. He makes me smile at the sound of his voice. I love the sound of his laugh. His smile makes the stars look like there not shining. It's amazing what I feel for this…

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Love me or let me go, go go

Love me or let me go, go go!

Stuck, stuck in your picture perfect fantasy world.

Keep run in circles in your merry go around

So for once, dont try to tell me which way to go,

Whoaa oh

I'm gettin tired of trying to fit your description

Of that girl, shes so barbie shes so fiction.

Wake up, your mind is somewhere stuck in a dream

Whoaa oh

I’m…

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I was soooooooooooo ecxited abiyt my bristhday I started to happen my mom gose "Oh hey why dont we do it next week" WHAT?!?!?!??!?!?!?! Now, I barely throw BIG tempertanturms over ANYTHING but this one..I needed to. So I started to cry #1 thn I left the house with out telling my mom found me she hit me i hit batta bing batta boom i got kicked out, Like i send..WORST B-DDAY EVER! AND SHE DIDNT WANNA HAVE IT BECUASE THE FREGGIN WEDDING SHES DOING! So I guess a wedding is more important then your… Continue